Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Wedding Nightmare

I had my second vivid wedding nightmare last night. My first took place within months of our engagement and I really don't remember it at this point.


In my dream last night, all had gone according to plan for the wedding. We had just walked down the aisle and the reception flew by as only dream receptions can. As we were walking back to our hotel, I looked at my beautiful groom and realized I didn't have any pictures of him. His face began to blur - we didn't have any photographs taken of the wedding!

I started to cry, then tried to stop myself. It was our wedding night and I didn't want to make Anthony feel bad. But, the harder I tried to stop myself, the harder I cried. It felt like the sobs were wracking my whole body and I woke up short of breath with pain in my chest and ribs.

My memory is so faulty, and as it is, Anthony and I have very few photographs of the two of us.
Is it really that important to photograph the whole day?

Wednesday, January 18, 2012